BloPoMo Day 11
“Turn toward grace and you turn on all the lights.” – Ann Voskamp
When I was little and I was scared, I turned on all the lights in the house. That way nothing could jump out and frighten me. I could see what and who was around me and know that I was safe. This week, I feel like I have been running around trying to turn on all the lights. Not just for myself but also for those I love, those who are worried, despairing, angry, or fearful. I want them to see who is around them. I want them to know that they are safe with them, with us.
But I’m also turning on the lights so that others can see. I am turning on the lights so that others can see they are scared. I am turning on the lights so that they can see each other. So people can see people.
I am turning on the lights so that people can see what they are forgetting: that we belong to each other.
I am turning on the lights so that hopefully we can remember to have courage and be kind.
I am turning on the lights that we can remember to love fiercely.
I am turning on the lights so that hopefully we can really see each other, and that we can hopefully choose to sit with each other in the real and have the strength and grace to stick it out through the hard.
I have spent my week running around, trying to turn on all the lights I can, shed all the love, all the light, all the grace I can. I know that things are not okay. I know that people are not okay. I’m not going to tell them–tell you–to be okay; I’m not going to tell you that. I’m not going to tell anyone–ANYONE–to not be angry or worried or scared or upset or to feel anything other than what they feel.
I am turning on the lights so you can see something other than the darkness. I am turning on the lights so that you can see my hand held out to you. So you know where to reach if you need or want it. I am turning on the lights so you can see me sitting next to you, can see my arms held open.
Don’t worry, dear one: I’m turning on the lights.
4 thoughts on “Turning on the Lights”
This is beautiful…yes. Here’s to turning on the lights. ❤️
Thank you! You have made my morning. 💕
Oh I’m so glad! I’ve been lurking/reading your posts (in a totally non creepy way, I promise!)–I love your blog!
Oh, thank you. So, so much, thank you! I am so glad that you are here. ❤